Heey there.

A conversation happen and it went something like this:

me: you have to give that person an opportunity. not only for him but also for yourself.

Y: yalaa! you cannot close your heart to him. must give him an opportunity though you don't really like him.

H: yeah, you know something? being love is more blessed than loving someone. loving someone is painful.

soo what do you think? loving someone or being loved by someone?

which is more blessed?

i personally agree with what H said because i myself know the feeling of loving someone and not getting any response back. you can say that i freak out and i just don't dare to bring our friendship to another level because i kept thinking that our friendship level is not high enough to enter to another stage. entering into another stage right now will just result in pain after because of recklessness and i don't want my relationship with this guy to become another reckless decision. it's time to make grown up decisions instead of just following the heart without using the brain.

at times, i wish that i am in this girl situation instead of being in the loving someone situation. it's so hard to love someone and expect the same thing in return because there is a 50-50 chance that the person might accept you OR a whole friendship thing thrown right into the drain.

it's too risky to take the risk.


someone like me who learned about investment would not dare to take the risk. i don't want to lose him as a friend. though we are not to a high level of friendship but i just don't want anything to effect what we have right now. at least, right now when i see him around, i can smile widely and talk to him. i can't imagine what will happen if we were to be strangers once again. >_<

but in this friend of mine case, i think that guy should really deserve a chance. he has what a girl needs so why wanna find more? just give each other a chance and try to see if there is really sparks right? isn't it so?

conclusion, love can be a very scary thing but a very beautiful thing.

xoxo,
eunice gm.

One night, while Deon and i were discussing about using our finance in the right way, it heated up and went into an argument. i did not expect that things would heat up just because of an issue like finance but everything was spilled on that night and i can say that the issues is not yet done.

Hello!

Nah-ah. Not me, satan. I am the daughter of the living God, cherished, loved, and adored above all things by the creator of all things for the glory of who is greater than all things. i am awesome.

this video brought tears to my eyes because of some personal reasons but right now, i am going to hold on to those beautiful words.

the world likes to judge us based on our looks, our capabilities, our skills and everything else but they do not realize that it is not the outside skin that is important but it is the inside of each and everyone of us that is the main thing on why humanity is formed. why must we judge when everyone has the same thing in common- imperfect.

there is no one that is perfect and so why bother to judge others? why can't we just learn how to accept and care and love for the people around us? why must some people take others for granted and treat them like garbage? why do some people have to destroy other people lives for the sake of their entertainment? why do some people love themselves to the edge that they forget that this world does not belongs to them alone. why? why? why?

why can't we, humans just be more humanity and forgets the urge to judge another person?

why must the world thinks that beauty is everything and only does who are pretty and rich can reach high places?

so people,

learn to love yourself. God has a reason for bringing us to this world and i know His plans is not for us to see but do not worry, His plans will be great. Just wait and see.


xoxo,
eunice gm.

hollla there!

it's been almost one week huh? nah. a few days. plus and minus.

the finals are near, study weeks is near, andddd, USS is near too! i'm like super excited when i think that i am actually going into singapore again after super sooo many years! the last time i went was on 12 dec 1993. yeah. i was only 1 at that time. and yeah, i am a little jakun. nah. i would say 99% jakun. ahah!

i had been trying to settle most of my things, the things that i can get it done with quick so that i don't have to rush when the time comes near, all almost done, except studying. i not yet begin when my friends are already in chapter two *they are nerds =P* and i am still in chapter 0. well, when it comes to studying, it all comes down to the "mood'. the mood is a very important thing. without the mood, there's nothing that can be achieve. nothing. maybe something but not much laa.

like today hor, i got no class laa but got a meeting at library for thursday class. so we did there and then our assignment and get done with it and i walk all the way to Cengal just to get chinese vegetarian food, though there are no meat but the fake meat still taste good! =D


after getting back to room, straight, and after enjoying that delicious- filling- chinese food, i get on with my work.

• Slides for koQ 
• Redo essay for english
• Find crafts and ideas for father's day 
• Do HBS case study

i can say it was really a good and productive day la for me. i think it's the first time i could get everything done in four hours time. haha.

anyway, i was talking with Kum, my roommate today about arranged marriage  she herself has a special one but it's without her's family knowledge and her family is the type that prefers arrange marriage  i asked her's opinions about this and she straight away answered me,


well, i stand with her on this. i always believe that our life and fate is in our hand, and it is up to a person if he/she does not want to married with the family choice right? it's kinda scary for me cause i have seen relationships which last for more than 5 years ended up in a disaster and what more if we don't know that person? memang laa some will say that love can grow but when we talk about love, we talk about accepting that person together with their negatives too. so, how to know that person well enough to share everything with that person?

soo, what are YOUR opinions about this issue? yesh? or nah?

before i leave this platform  *influence of my prepaid speech* i would like to share with you guys a few quotes together with a few pictures. teehee!

this is the idea of a blog right? sharing and posting things that we want people or our self in the future to look back at it. =D

well, hello there. i would love to share this with people who would want to read this.

just watch the video okay?




done watching it? amazing right? the job itself is amazing but the fact that people thinks that we are much more beautiful than we think we are is truly amazing.

i always thinks that i have a ugly nose. i would love to have a higher bridge nose, or a button nose would be fine. i would love to have a smaller nose, and not this kenyah nose. haha. i would love to have a even eyes and longer eye lashes like my indian friends, and rounder eyes too. i would love to have straighter and whiter teeth and i would love to have a pretty jawline. i would love to have a not so huge forehead (another kenyah symbol) so that i wouldn't have to hide behind these bangs of mine. i would love to have a perfect face.

but after seeing this, i realized that that our facial looks is not just the only part of us that judges if we are pretty or not but instead, it is our personality which plays an important role. a person who gets to know us, maybe not through looks, will think that we are beautiful just because we smiled and talk with twinkling eyes.

therefore, ladies out there, your face is not everything.

You are MORE beautiful than what you think. NEVER EVER thinks that you are ugly.

so, goodbye plans to do plastic surgery for nose. haha.

i'm gonna learn to love my face the way i am. let's learn together okay?


xoxo,
eunice gm.

Ahak. this is awkward but i think every ladies out there should know about this. even i have to go and google about this issue before sharing it in here. i don't want to go down the wrong road and i don't want other ladies out there to follow my track.

now, i saw an article about Miss V having to go for special cleaners in the market and i know there are a lot of advertisement on TV which suggest that we ladies have to have at least one at home but is it really necessary?

before anyone answer that, let's just look at the few things that i found.

well, our V is made by God to keep itself clean with the help of discharge *i hate discharge but now i know its a a good thing!* so we don't have to douche. FYI, douche is the act of rinsing our V. that means by rinsing out our V, the bacteria in there, which helps to maintain the health of our V are rinsed out too! that means, our V will tend to be on itself! there won't be any "body guards" in there to protect our little sister.

therefore, these are the few ways to make sure your Miss V stays healthy and clean. =D

Do watch out your diet too and drink lots of water. it influence our V too.

1. Get to know your V.
We know how our hand, our legs, our other body parts look like but our Miss V is also a part of our body so do get to know "her". get a mirror and explore your V. once you know what is where, you will be able to tell if something goes wrong.

2. Don't need to douche or use any special cleaners.
You just have to wash the outer part of your V with a mild soap *un-perfumed type* and warm water during your shower. those "special cleaners" can sometimes ruin your V normal balance of bacteria and cause problems. if you think there is an odor which don't seem natural, then maybe it's time for you ladies to head over to the gynae for a check-up. it may be infection. FYI, our V do smell musky.

3. Discharge is normal when it's clear.
It is known that our V is mucus membrane which means that fluid are suppose to be there so it's normal when there are a few spots on your underwear. for me, i use small pads so that it would not effect my everyday life and my underwear would be much easier to wash.

4. Changers in discharge can mean an infection.
now, there are many kind of infection so for everyone's information, if discharge don't look normal, do please do go and visit the gynae. i'm sure no one wants their V to be in trouble right?

there. a few steps in keeping our V healthy.

back to the question, i don't think it is necessary. it can be optional but i think if we really want our V to have a special cleaner, do take care in choosing your products. if it is causing problems for you, do stop using it then. what is more important than your V's health right compare to a few bucks?

have a happy Thursday. =D


credits: http://answers.yahoo.com/, http://women.webmd.com/, http://www.nhs.uk/