I wish life was like tetris. 

You try your best to fix things so that it could be this perfect shape and life goes on. If you die in it, you can just press on restart and redo everything again from the start. If one of the pieces did not fall into the place that you want, you can easily patch things up with no consequences and move on to another pieces. Even if that pieces did screw you up at the end, there is no consequences. You die and you move on. Again and again. 

Unfortunately, life isn't like tetris. 

You have to pay for your actions. 

Each piece that you try to fit into your life, the people that comes and go, each of them has a role somewhere. 

If you hurt someone, the hurt is there. A crumpled paper. Even when you try to iron it out, you can see the crumpled mark. 

If you try to do something out of the norm, you have to be prepare for the consequences. Things may crush you. It could be your last block which will make you stay there till a certain age. 

I'm feeling a little tired today. 

Sigh. 

xoxo,

trying to win this game